Desi

I am the sinking ship
spinning down the depths of the torrent
remember me
beautiful and broken
the perfection of disaster
the science of the let down
help me disappoint
help me learn to swim as I
sink
Desiree
please wake up
Oh please just forget those days
wake up and remember me.

stuck

This is me trapped inside the jar
the lid turned firmly shut.
Propped and ready for examination
I'm starving for those eyes
I'm stuck screaming in a language
a language I don't know.

Please run, please escape
survive.
I repeat over and over in my
mind

survive. survive.
This world is crashing down a piece
at a time and all I can do is
survive.
I can run around in circles
under this microscope.
Theres no rules to this game.

Oh will the morning ever come
she cried.
Please see through me. Please
just swallow me whole
and let the bowels of hell
tear me apart
because this is
war
and I can't even find my fucking car keys.